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Parapunting (but not N. Zealand, Austria this time)

So, I was on the precipice of death and insanity. And it seemed that I no longer had a choice.

You see, I was dumb enough to say that, “YES! I would go skydiving for Richard’s sister’s 18^th birthday.”

What a moron.

First of all, I don’t like heights.

Second of all, I don’t like planes.

Thirdly, I don’t like the idea of being high in a plane and jumping out of it.

4^th of all, I am pretty sure that my bladder was not going to hold up during this excursion.

At this point in my life, I had already been parapunting in New Zealand. Now that was awesome! I was 19 and we were on the South Island. Parapunting is when you run forward (tandem) and then your parachute fills with air and it pulls you backward, and then you run forward again until you basically RUN off the mountain and soar like a lovely bird down, down, down to the bottom.

You see…parapunting is not too scary because One: you’re on solid ground when you start. And Two: when you “run” off of the mountain, your little legs are like hamsters in their plastic wheels, still churning. It’s not until your bum pulls you down in a seat-like motion that you realize you are no longer running on the ground but soaring in the air.

The entire process is peaceful.

Skydiving.

Well, that’s another cup of tea. Before we get there, however, let me also tell you that I have been bungee jumping in Vegas.

So, follow me to Nevada for a moment. Ever since I jumped off a mountain in New Zealand, I thought jumping off a platform with a bungee cord attached to me sounded like fun.

Therefore, Richard, his brother, George, and I decided to head on up to Vegas. We were young and no kids. No sweat off of our backs — and it was a relatively cheap day trip.

Problem was, I didn’t think through being 17 stories high with only a bungee cord attached to my feet. And you were suppose to go to the ledge, and plunge yourself over! Yeah. Right. Good luck getting me off of this ledge.

So I stood there. And the bungee cord operators said, “Okay, let’s count to three. One. Two. Three.”

And I stood there.

And they said, “Okay. Let’s count to three again. One. Two. Three.”

And I stood there. I figured they were getting paid to work. And I was WORK!

They were like, “Brooke (you have to sign your life away, so they know your name), you need to jump.”

And I said, “Okay. Let’s count to three one more time. One. Two. Three.”

And I still stood there.

You know. I am a fool—but I’m no fool. 17 stories and putting all my trust in a stupid cord?!

Anyhow…by this time, I have drawn a bottom crowd and people are egging me on to jump.

My brain told me “No!” and “Yes!” at the same time. Which one was it? What should I do? What should I do?

And this is how my internal discussion went:

“No! Don’t be a fool. Don’t jump!”

Made total sense. I do like to live.

“Yes! Jump! Be adventurous!”

Made no sense…but it’s the battle that won.

And so, with one more count to three, I jumped.

And I became a yo-yo!

Up and down and up and down and up and down I went…my bladder didn’t lose control, but my legs did. They became like rubber. I heard overhead the same Bungee cord operators shouting, “We have a shaker, folks!”

And they were right. My legs were like Jello Jigglers. Wobbly. And every time I plunged at far too fast of a speed toward the earth below, I thought—“What in the world did I do!” And then I would catapult up again. It was non-military torture brought about by myself. Kind of like diets.

Let’s just say, Bungee Jumping is not my favorite sport. Can we call it a sport?

Finally I slowed down, was lowered, and released from the evil but life saving cord and swore I would NEVER do that again (Oh, right. Haha! I went tandem later with my husband in Austria. I don’t talk much about it, but it’s mentioned in my story, Naked Rollerbladers. Woe. To. Me: http://wp.me/p3Bh9m-6Z).

A couple years after that thrilling, terrifying, life-defying event (in my opinion, life defying), I said yes to insanity once again.

And that is how I found myself attached to a peon of a little man. Merely a boy. With one foot on the wing of an old rickety plane, the other on the door, and between 7-10,000 feet high.

Waiting to die.

But before I was going to die, I decided to ask the small child that had my life in his hands, “Excuse me, how many jumps HAVE you done?”

And he said, in his squeaky, barely out of puberty voice, “500!”

So, I looked anew at my tiny tandem partner and thought, “Awesome. That’s a lot.”

And then I looked at the man my husband was attached to and said, “How many do you have?”

And he said, something along the lines of “1 million!” No, just kidding. But it was in the VERY impressive thousands.

And I thought, “Unstrap me now, little boy, and attach me to my husband’s man!”

But no one would unstrap me—especially with an open airplane door, thousands of feet in the air.

And that is what brought me to the precipice of death and insanity. And that is when I became a believer that the world WAS flat. And soon I was going to be as flat as the world below.

I tried to reason with the “instructor” attached snugly to my backside, “Perhaps we don’t have to jump?”

He pretended with the wind in our faces he didn’t hear me.

What a load of crock. And so I yelled louder.

But instead of listening, (KIDS, right?) he did something that I did NOT give the okay to…he plunged us right off of that wing and somersaulted us toward the earth.

This boy-child was no longer my favorite person.

And then it hit me…The flapping cheeks and the soar of the wind.

I truly DID feel like an eagle…twas super cool.

For a couple peaceful minutes I soared in the wind and observed the “flat” world around me.

But all of that plunging and soaring to the earth DOES have to come to an end…you know, if you want to land safely, and the ripcord was pulled.

Eventually we finished our trip down to the ground, with the parachute and the tiny man doing a good job maneuvering us to safety.

Perhaps I should have tipped him for keeping us alive? Oops.

Anyhow…That day I realized something.

I don’t like small planes.

I don’t like parachutes.

I don’t like being 7-10,000 feet in the air with an open door.

But I did like “flying”.